I need His love.
I need destruction to tear down these walls I have built.
Built out of protection, I have built them to keep me safe from the pain I used to feel.
But tonight… I need Him to tear them down.
Tonight I need my heart to be exposed…
Tonight I need a storm to go through…
I need my priorities list to be reworked and rewritten…
I need to be real.
I need to fill this void that grows bigger by the day.
Just like my worry list…
My prayer list should be full and my worry list empty.
Ironically that’s not what really happens. What happens is the opposite.
I’m calling on a tornado. A flood. A hurricane. A rain.
I need to be washed again.
I need to know I’m forgiven, I ask for it now.
I cry out to you… the walls have been broken.
The dam has broke, and the tears begin to fall..
To be loved. Loved so much and so fully!
To be forgiven. To be made white again.
His promises give me hope. Hope for my tomorrow and the days after.
Christian’s aren’t perfect, we’re just forgiven.
I bow my head in thanksgiving.
Lead my feet, God… lead them…
Let them where YOU will be glorified the most.
