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There’s a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to

I will follow You

I don’t like him as much as he likes me. (At least I think)
I will follow you.
I question then why you put him in my life then…
I will follow you.
He is sweet and kind through a device but never in person.
I will follow you.
Somedays I honestly don’t know what I feel towards him at all.
I will follow you.
You know it would kill me if I break his heart.
So why are you letting him have these feelings right now?
I will follow you.
I trust you know what you’re doing.
I pray for a guarded heart.
I yearn for peace and wisdom.
I will follow you.

But at the same time, I feel like a princess.
At the same time, I feel as though I’m flying among the clouds themselves..
I feel like I can do no wrong…
I will follow you.

I hope he knows this.
I hope that he understands that I’m not afraid of getting hurt again.
I hope he knows I can’t make my heart feel something it won’t.
I hope he knows it’s nothing against him.
I love spending time with him.  And his family.  And his cat.
But I don’t depend on him to make my dreams come true.
I depend on YOU.

I wish I could tell him.  But alas!
All I can do is just tell the wandering bloggers who read this.
Bring the rain.  Bring the floods.
For maybe in the end…. he’ll still be there.
And maybe that’s when I will fall head over heels.

I will follow you.

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